Bad Habits

Recently I noticed that I have started to bite my nails again. This is a terrible habit that I broke when I was in....I dunno...middle school. But now its back and I believe my dissertation is to blame. I tried writing this weekend and came to a not so happy conclusion. I just don't want to do this. *sigh* As interesting as the topic is to me, the task of conducting this research seems so daunting and I just want to get on with life already. I'm tired of school always being at the top of my priority list. I want to have a weekend of not feeling guilty for the time I "waste" living life. I just want to be done with school. *another longer sigh*

Ok, so that was my venting for this evening. Its after midnight and I'm going to read. I suppose the good thing about this weekend is that I realized how unorganized my lit review is so I've restructured it a bit. Thats a move in the right direction. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I'm trying to make my dissertation my friend (like you Erica) but at the end of the day, I think she knows that I secretly hate her. *giggle*

Seriously, I'm just rambling now. At the end of the day, I know that I'm on this road for a reason. And I don't take it lightly. I know that its a blessing and that there is a work that I'm suppose to be doing. This part is just my preparation for what I'm really suppose to be doing....its just my foundation....its paving the road. Just believe me when I tell you that, when I graduate, it will be the celebration heard round the world! *smile* Alrighty, I'm gone back to work.

Peace!